A Troubled Mind

The agony has to end - but
Is it a beginning or an end?
As the tough time is ahead; I’m fighting
Back myself with prayers in my heart.
Life has taken many a coarse,
I've seen your guiding hand;
I remember hugging your finger with closed eyes;
Held breath, while you lead me through.
I'm sure you'll make a way for me
Where there seems to be no way
With no assurance for sure,
The end seems to be vague.
Oh God! I surrender myself unto you,
I beseech you to decide for me
For I need not regret later.
I'm aware of your awesome presence,
The works of your mighty hands
Free me from my strangles, I fall
Flat on my face, I kiss your nailed feet.